A walk

I walked this morning before sunrise. A loop of streets that I used to traverse with two different dogs.

The town so foreign to me now and yet so set in my psyche.

So afraid.

So afraid.

I didn’t expect this fear at this age.

I didn’t count on the fear.

But I walked.

And I had on the damn Fitbit.

And god knows I can’t Escape the tracking.

So I might as well use it.

Try and track my efforts.

Try.

Try.

Try.