Another book finished.
It is about collapse.
I never felt at ease in the world as it is.
Wayne Wrightman is the author.
First read ‘Selection Event’ years ago and then picked up again last week.
Started a second book by him last night and just finished.
Again about collapse.
I am collapsed. . .but finally reading long form after years of being unable.
Going to slow roll all my Drs appointments and just read.
A heart monitor is being sent to me.
I bank on Monday.
A followup call with a nephrologist on Tuesday.
My mother’s younger brother visiting my sister next Saturday. They have invited me for lunch and I long to see them – but am equally terrified.
I couldn’t bear it if they are disdainful with me – eithe one or both.
But maybe I should go – regardless. . .
Face the fear.
